Graduation!!

So i have to say, graduation..... SUCKED!!! i was insulted infront of almost 300 people for the praise of one of my chiefs. hope she enjoyed her 5 mins of fame for making fun of me in response. like she really worked harder than me over 3 yrs when she took maternity leave and was one of our "chiefs" which meant less time in the OR and more time takin care of shit that was previously done by two people. WTF ever!!! i know how hard i busted my ass these past few years as well as anyone that might actually know me! so f_)%^ them!!!
but anyways, life is there. keep pushing through the BS and hope the rainbow shines on me some day??!!
missing a lot from the midwest, but gonna stick it out here for awhile. miss my fam and good friends. only hope that time away and money can make it better-at least until Obama has his way! then we are all screwed! i'll have to take my education and start makin sandwiches at subway again! can that pay make my student loans????

First blog of the new year!

Well i'm obviously not as good as keeping up with this as other people since this is my first blog of the new year. But anyways, life has been good the past few months since our trip to belize.
We just celebrated St. Patty's Day in a fest of friends, parades and beer. I couldn't ask for more. Now I'm getting ready to finish up the last few months of work prior to starting life in the real world- as i call it.
I have been fairly good with most of my new years resolutions for the most part. Planning to cook this weekend with amy, though we have been slacking the past few weeks, i have been cooking at home by myself surprisingly. And I will go to church this weekend to, though its been a few weeks, its been one of the resolutions I've been fairly proud of. I can't say that as much about the working out, still trying to get back at that but should get better as the weather improves down here.
Other than that i don't have much to say right now, i don't want to get too much into stuff tonight but maybe another time... Overall, I have to say 2009 is starting out OK. I hope it continues on this and only improves cuz I really need a good year after the way 2008 ended!

Christmas Eve

So its been along time since I've blogged and A LOT has happened in the past few weeks. I just got back from a fantastic trip to Belize with my two great friends Amy and Gigi. I was an amazing week. I could go on and tell you about swimming with the sharks and our private helicopter ride over the blue hole, but I wouldn't want to make anyone jealous- haha.
But now back to the real world... unfortunately. Here I am again during the holidays without family celebrating christmas eve by myself. But fortunatley I have great friends to celebrate christmas with tomorrow. I'm soooo looking forward to the feast created by julie and having some wine and good friend time with her and gigi. I wish i could be home with my mom, though i would be freezing my ass off up there in iowa now ( which makes me wonder how amy's doing in MO- is it cold enough for you?? haha)
Well its not quite time for new years resolutions but that's coming up around the corner. Believe me i have plenty on my list for 2009. But that will come with the next blog.
So I say for now.... Merry Christmas to all and to all a good night. Love ya.

Turkey Day

Gotta love turkey day. I have to say this has been probably the best turkey day I've had in dallas yet, that's in 3 yrs. I got to go to the Cowboys game with my great friend Amy and then had turkey and all the fixins afterwards with amy and gigi post game. And I'm still full!!!
Though I couldn't be with family, this was the best was to spend thanksgiving. though i will say i did cry a little tonite at the post game dinner with my favorite movie playin. But it wasn't a sad cry.
On the other hand i did hear from my long lost father tonite for the first time in awhile which was somewhat sad but nice that he actually bothered to call. so may the holidays are a time to make a new start? I'm not sure where to go with that whole relationship.
life is very confusing, especially at this time of year. I don't know if other people feel that way but i imagine they do. family, relationships its the time to forgive but i think you should never forget. maybe that's spite but i think it's being realistic. you learn from where you have been so you should never forget. but sometimes you have to be the bigger person and move on.... I'm just not sure i'm there yet with this situation.
But to leave all on a happier note. looking forward to a GREAT trip in belize in a few weeks. can't wait to sit on the beach and sip some fruity drinks!!
So to all a good turkey day and a good post turkey coma nite:)

Kickball Tuesdays

So played kickball tonite. Only played catcher since I'm not supposed to play cuz of my back but went to support the team! Lost the first game but we played well and tied the second, go Just the Tipp Inn!! I must say we had some pretty awesome plays later in the game. Glad I could make it and the post game wrap up is always a plus:)
Looking forward to turkey day and hopefully a Cowboys win! Wish I could be with my family but good friends are always a close second. Hope everyone is doing as well and has plans to be with loved ones this holiday. Take care and I'll let you know how the game goes.

My first blog

Hey all this is my first blog!! finally got my ass on line and kinda figured this out. not really so not sure how this will go out. But wanted to say that turkey day is coming up and I'm so excited!! going to the Cowboys game with my great friend Amy and gonna have a blast! after that chillin out and having some turkey with all the fixins. I can't wait to attach some photos of our holiday celebration.
So not sure that anyone willl read this but if ya do, want to say I love and miss ya to my brother overseas in Kuwait this holiday season.
So I guess I'll keep this one short and sweet, like me:) Love ya all.